Start of Something Not Normal

HELLO , I am back.

My name is Theresa Maloco and this is my third blog. 

Every blog I start I always think something productive is going to come out of it. NOPE. Nothing. not even an extra instagram follower. 

I started my first blog thinking at some point the blog would help me get a date with Seth Rogen. That did not happen. But I did get to meet Seth Rogen! My meeting with Seth Rogen had nothing to do with my blog at all. My Seth Rogen project/blog ended up with me just posting pictures of my outfits. From that I planned on becoming a permanent fashion blogger and hopefully I would be able to make money from it. Maybe get some free clothes. NOPE. I got lazy. 

My second blog, I started it because all my pictures on my first blog got deleted. I thought i'd be able to continue my fashion blogging there but NOPE. I got lazy and plus I got tired of wordpress. Wordpress is the most difficult site to use for blogging. Its like comparing a mac book air with a dell laptop. Mac's , which is blogspot, is less complicated than a dell, wordpress.. 

For my third blog, I'm hoping something productive will come out of this. 

I'm  a senior in Francis Lewis Highschool. Finally, I can stop lying to people about my grade. For three years i was telling people I was a senior. Theres no one to lie to anymore. Since this is my last year I want to do alot of things. I want to do something big with my life. I want to do everything that a lazy person wants to do but can't get themselves to actually do it. I'll steal their dreams any day. They're wasting it and not doing anything to make it happen.

Tomorrow is the day where I will start doing instead of just talking. I have so many plans for myself but I never can get myself to do any of it. I've been lazy and it's unhealthy. What made me start thinking about actually doing something is just reading people's tweets and observing people. People complain and talk about how good celebrities live their life. It's annoying. People envy them for chasing their dreams.I won't lie I've complained about my life plenty of times. But its time to stop. Complaining and just sitting there is not going to do anything. Celebrities were smart enough to stand up and strive for what they love. 

I'm tired of being a normal person. I don't want to be part of the crowd that watches peoples lives on reality tv and wish that one day that could be me.  

For my senior year I have a list of what I want to do. IT IS TIME TO START. 

=Start a club

=Go to the open call for Seventeen Magazine / model

=Workout because I want to become an athletic trainer

=Volunteer at a physical therapy area

= Improve my public speaking

=Get a job

=STUDY FOR SATS, I NEED TO GET INTO STONY BROOK

OKAY, it doesn't sound like alot... but to me, all of the things above are important to me. Okay your probably asking yourself what was the whole point of the several paragraphs before the list... well.. those paragraphs pertain to any situation. I'm going to start living in the moment. No more slumpy me.

If I don't start tomorrow its because I am grounded. 

I recently just got out of a relationship. We weren't technically going out so we couldn't have possibly "break up". I think of it as friends that were about to get out of the friend zone but ended up staying . We are still talking. I'm doing alright, I mean I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up. He does live in Jersey while i'm all the way in New York. I believe in meant to bes.. and I guess he was just there to teach me a lesson, it was just a phase. Relationships are just not me. I've been telling myself that for a while but I just keep trying it. ITS NOT FOR ME. lol I really need to get that through my head.

This blog is going to be real.
I hope this blog will motivate people to do something with their lives. Hence the title start of something not normal. This isn't for you to read and dream. Its here for you to read and DO SOMETHING. Something that isn't normal these days.

Hello positive Angel.